Round 2 here I come

Tomorrow is the big day. I will start p2. Sat and Sunday will be my loading days, and what better way to do it than going on a romantic trip with my boyfriend. He's so sweet! I plan on enjoying myself and doing a mini load. Not so much stuff my face but eat normal amounts of foods i crave and will not be allowed to even look at for 40 days. Maybe a cheeseburger, and a couple of chocolate chip cookies for sure , yum!
but i must be careful.
My phase 3 didn't go quite as planned. It was more like phase 4 only with guilt .
I haven't weighed myself in a couple of days (oops!) and to be honest I'm scared to see the number on the scale . I only lost 14 almost 15 lbs first round and I'm scared i gained allot of it back. Hopefully not, we will see....(keeping my fingers cross I'm not over more than 5lbs).